Beneath the shards of glass
stripped with fever and down to ash,
I ached to be your everything
when the sun collided against these walls.
In the quiet,
you were the loudest heart beat against my own.
As the moon took her rise,
she gently whispered;
” There’s nothing left to give. “
while her tears fell gently from the sky.
I always feel like I’m not good enough for anyone but I won’t give up yet. Hugs from me.
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I’m so glad to hear that you’re not giving up. You will ALWAYS be more than good enough for someone, I promise.
I’ve been feeling the same way about myself lately after being thrown into a very difficult, and unexpected, break up just after Valentine’s Day.
Unfortunately, this has taught me that no matter how much love I gave to that person, It was never enough to keep their heart from leaving.
Despite having been told that I was the sweetest girl to them and how I’ve gone above and beyond to make them happy, they expressed that they just couldn’t reciprocate that love for me in return….
Although it’s been hard, I’m trying to remind myself that I will be enough for someone one day. It may not be with them like I’d hoped for, but later on down the road, I’m hopeful that my other half will make their way home to me. I know that yours will do the same for you too.
If I learned anything from this experience, it’s that you should never keep yourself in a position where you give every ounce of your love away when it’s noticeably one-sided.
You only have one heart, so promise to take care of it. Be kind to yourself, and remember that you have so much worth to you. One day, your love WILL find you.
Thank you so much for your support in my writing. I hope you are well and I’m sending bunches of hugs to you in return. If you ever need someone to talk to, please feel free to reach out to me!
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Some people don’t appreciate that amount of effort and love that you obviously give. I most certainly would as I have never had that. I seem to always be the one who puts a lot of effort in and only gets heartbreak in return. I would love to message or talk if you ever want to. I have a contact page on my website if you are interested. I made it a bit silly as most people don’t bother with it, I just wrote whatever I wanted and didn’t care really. I hope you have a good weekend, it is Friday night here in New Zealand now.
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